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[lhexa]

I'm scared. Somebody who's listening, please save everything I have written here. When I save it on my own computer, it doesn't seem safe enough.

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[baxil.livejournal.com]

In what way are you scared of it disappearing? After all, it's kept on the Livejournal servers as well as your own.

If you have a backup copy yourself, accidental loss is pretty remote, although deliberate self-destruction would still be a danger, I suppose ...

[lhexa.livejournal.com]

In the state I was in, everything was chaotic. If I took a wrong turn I would find myself an a frighteningy rearranged setting, and for all I know the chaos could have ruined everything. After the world (or at least my part of it) broke apart, I was glad that I had transcried part of hwat happened, so that anyone like me in the future would have an easier time reattaching everything.

[baxil.livejournal.com]

And, by the way -- just because it should be said, and I haven't yet: It's good to see you still around.

I don't know what else I really can say. To this or any of it. I also don't know if you want me to say anything beyond acknowledging I'm reading. I don't know if you have anything to say to me, and that does make it a little awkward.

Given that all I know of you since your isolation is what's in this Livejournal, and how much you appear to have changed in that time, I feel like I'm looking at a half-built puzzle, seeing lines and shapes but not the picture yet. But I do plan to keep on reading, as much as you're willing to share.

Thank you.

[lhexa.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. Know how to let go of people. That's when more start to appear.